broken heart

I lay down, staring at sealing thinking of the promises you promised me heart broken, I look at our dead conversations you chose them over me you left without goodbye I cry all night long remembering all the memories we had that you never cherished, you left me in a hopeless situation I wish I could ignore this feeling but it hunts me down I pretend that I am well but I am hurt deep down I avoid places we used to go and tell myself I am fine I just wish that we could be enemies because I would rather hate you than forget you.