Broken bones 2/2

...if I can do this again I'm not sure if I can show you my softness my pillow love, so gentle I'm not sure if I can show you how caring I get overly over sentimental I don't think it is coincidental that I keep running into walls walls that I cannot break that I met a man I want to love instead he shows me how to hate is it fate? to say no to everyone if not then why do I run in circles like it's a hobby I've never wanted so badly for a story to end I was hoping my heart would change but I'm not sure if it can love like this again.