Broken beyond repair part 2

I ran so fast, wider than the earth could ever stretch. Drifting into my own abyss, in a room so resplendent. That echoed a pain, it tore through me like paper. Guess am still nursing the numb feelings you left behind, a baby showing all it weaknesses and flaws. Care free, Embracing the warmth from her skin like something so sacred. A creed of a broken love. Am I really broken beyond repair? that I am unable to tell which feelings are mine and which are not. A hollow space exist within my chest. As I dag a hole so deep in it, to bury all my emotions. Soft one's I hid them in a subtle place. And those one's that I wish to forget I hid behind my artery. Maybe that's why I am short of breath. Chocking on all my past transgressions. Hoping that I never told you how I felt. Are my that broken manje?? To love or not to? I don't know anymore. Show me a very affection and care God designed in us. A humility like Mary As it navigates every corner of my heart. Let it take root and heal this broken soul. But I wonder are my broken beyond repair??????? -Culture