Broken 💔

I thought I knew pain until I felt my heart ache. How much more pain can a person take. When so call "Love" feels more like hate, and I feel like I'm about to break! But, I wait, and wait, praying you stop doing this shit before it's too late. On the worst days, I find myself BEGGING. BEGGING God for some peace, so at least, for the night, I can get some sleep. DAMN, why tf' you gotta cut so DEEP. 😔 Imagine the love of your life stabbing you in the heart with the BIGGEST knife! ISTG, the tears are getting harder and harder to fight. Why you wanna stay on go like the greenlight? This shit is soo DEPRESSING and I am BEYOND tired of STRESSING!!! So. Now what? Do I keep fighting or stop trying??? Sad part is, the choice is yours to make, yet you keep choosing to leave me sad and lonely.It is sooo very herd for me to understand what you actually want to do. Whatever you decide to do PLEASE keep in mind my heart is broken because of you! 😔 💔