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"How are you?" they ask "Am ok" she replies But deep she's not She's tired Tired of being his second choice Tired of being looked down on Tired of struggling with her weight Tired of "fake it till you make it" But never being able to Tired of smiling through pain Tired of keeping it all together For the love of her family Tired of hiding her tears Tired of being anxious Tired of never feeling pretty enough Tired of admiring others Tired of never feeling good enough Tired of expecting her to be perfect Tired of overthinking Tired of being angry,sad,frustrated Tired of never understanding her feelings Tired of her past blaming her Tired of her future haunting her Tired of all fingers pointing at her Tired of lying to ease things for her Tired of seeking validation Tired of following social norms Tired of being complimented and then trashed by the same people Tired tired tired But you know why ? Why she says she's ok? Every one says so anyway She doesn't wanna repeat herself She's fed up of being ignored She doesn't wanna show how hurt she is She wants you to dig more To actually show that you care She hates it that he comes and dissapears She hates the vivid dreams She's torn, worn,