Broken

I am broken inside because I have to hide my feelings. So you won't see it. I see your pain. But you don't see my pain. I have to keep my feelings hidden from you. So you won't see me cry. I know you are going thew a lot right now. You are in pain. I have to put all my motion aside. So you can heal. Meantime I hurt. I am hiding all my thought and feelings. I don't want to be selfish. When I know you are trying your best for me. So I smiled at you. So you can think I am ok. But realized I was broke. It would help if you didn't see me this way. So I hid all my tears because I could feel your pain. Now that you have taken care of yourself. I am left alone with the stress of life. With no one to comfort me. Tell me everything is going to be ok. Because you not ok. I am lost myself because I put you first. Now it is just me and my pain. I am here with a broken heart—no one to talk to. You left me when I needed you the most. But I am not the selfish one. Because you have to go and fit you, your pain will stop. I will keep going. Now I don't have any words, only tears. I know you didn't want to go. But I have to let you go so you can heal. Now I am alone. Now I have to be vital for both of us because being weak is not