broken

my life is the curse that God has gifted please excuse my absence but my mind body and spirit are exhausted can you understand my caution while walking down these dark streets consciousness is awareness a cold brush against my skin it's just the wind where was I lost in fragments of thought constant face of my fears to conquer these demons can anyone hear me screaming my echo flows with nowhere to go no one in sight and know where to hide tears formed from my eyes for the lies and crimes I have committed judgment time is near and I can feel it hope you can feel this void in my heart cuz the pain is ripping my soul apart heaven or hell which road will I depart I say this solemnly from the depths of my being to no order is to live in chaos so I strive for peace cuz life is an ongoing war and I armed myself with its sword