Broke my own heart🖤

Her smile is as bright as the sun She makes me feel at peace and safe I can always talk to her one on one When im around her i never feel unsafe She makes me feel warm no matter what I want her happy i love her im dead set Now shes gone it hurts me i know that it cut you like a knife deep my mind couldn't take much more i was to deep all i am now is snuff Chew me up and spit me out my mind couldn't take much more and you were something i couldn't keep my body shakes now and i cant make it stop im scared now i dont think i can never feel safe agian i will never be the same agian im not the same person im changing now you made me a better person i wonder why you ever loved me you said it was because i was nice and you felt safe and you could tell me anything i was surprised loved you because you made me feel safe i could tell you anything you always made me happy i was all was relaxed thats why i loved you without you i feel my heart going cold i cant stop thinking about you it pains me to even see you i want to be with you i acted out on fear and impulse It hurta me so much i dont think you understand you didn't want to i know i hurt you but your friend hurt me more than i already was im hurting my self so much