breath

there is nothing left for my existence to thrive on... humanity ... has destroyed me on every corner I take on every path I turn down ... it's always a illusion brought on by my own stupidity... why am so worthless to you .. and him and her .... why is my life so meaningless ... so throw away able .... I'm curious... before I end it all at least let me know what's wrong with me ... cuz I can't take another sec. of fake air .... I can any1 survive living a life were everybody let's u down ... and acts like u don't exist.... it's impossible for me to breath.