Breaking me

I dont want him gone yet. Indeed, he needs more than I can give him. So a shelter is what Fawn the cat needs. He is just my baby he is in my heart. Yet he will always be in my heart. I don't want to let him go. But the thing is, it's best for him. I must let go. I try to think. That others will be blessed with his presence. Others will get to love him, too. But the thing is, it's hard it's breaking me. But in general, a lot is breaking me.