breaking

you look at your ceiling trying not to break into tears trying not to break your composure "hold it a bit longer you" think to yourself. you know you can't hold it much longer maybe a few more minutes maybe a few seconds. finally you break but who's there to comfort you who's there for you... well nobody your to scared to show your feelings that's not how you were raised you were raised to not feel and keep your feelings to yourself you wipe the tears quickly and put your smile back on nobody bats an eye and nobody notices... "good they shouldn't have to worry about me nobody should"