Break

I need beak thought in my life. My life hasn't been easy, just like everyone. I tried to take a breath and closed my eyes. But I see my past in my face. It won't let me stand another step forward. I am trying to push through it with an open mind. But the doubt you put on me. It makes me doubt myself. Then I can't write because there is no motion to write about. It is just like a writing block. There are no words for me to speak. So I loom for the feelings behind the words. I hope I have chosen the right words because I have a voice. I talk with my heart. Just like every word I speak comes from my heart. I feel every feeling when I write. It is the journey I start for me. Because I was reaching for something, but when I closed my eyes, I could see how far I could go. But then I used my mind. I doubt myself. I don't want to live a life of a lie. I don't want to lie to myself. I will have to take one poem as time. So I can make my story. But I hope I make it with an open heart. I don't want to let myself fall from a life regret. Only time will tell have to put in the work. I hope that I won't break. That I make it to the top of the mountain. Without falling and starting over again and going back to the beginning a