boy that makes me look his way

boy that makes me look his way, he's so kind and nice but he is not mine..i have a man that is kind ,but this boy... always makes me look his way, but I don't no his name... that boy is to much, hes to kind with his smile ,I can no longer take it...i feel bad for my man he is also kind so kind ,but not for me... feeling so guilty I can't look at that boys eyes for to long, I have to tho there brown but when he is in the sun his eyes turn a grass green when it's freshly cut, and light brown like when your colored pencil is dull and it is really light..... this boy is something ells he makes me feel vontibull