bottled emotions

I bottle my emotions I don't like to show them I'm screaming on the inside But I want to be strong for you I hide my emotions I'm a coward I feel like if I show you how I really feel You won't like me anymore The bottle could shatter at any moment That's what Im scared of I'm not heartless I just don't want to show you my tears I'm human just like you I may not cry when someone dies I may not cry when someone hurts me I'm not emotionless I laugh I cry I smile I love I have all the same emotions that you do I just choose not to show them I'm scared you'll think I'm weak I want to be strong for you Give you a shoulder to cry on I want you to be happy and not have to worry about me I'm sorry I don't show you how I really feel I'm sorry I lie and say "Im fine" You deserve better than my lies