borderline

you put your hands on me,  I put my hands on you,  those words never meant anything “I love you"  Obsessed, red flags faded  Non existent  “I hate you"  Fueled, ready to go Back in your arms, I lay there Accusation, after accusation Loyalty given but it wasn't earned  Taking blow after blow  The anger in me, fire  My head full of lies  My heart wanted you, the idea of you, It was all a lie,  The entire time, deep down I knew Something was wrong, I never deserved to be treated like that, I was good to you and you shit on me, Yet somedays I miss you.  This is borderline  this is me