blue devils 😈

I swear , everyday I wish to get outta bed the amount of words that they said my heart has fled im down , I wish I were dead its like nobody cared now im sad how many times , I slit my wrist n watched the blood as it fled my heart they teared oh no , I need some help buh I can't get it ..im not worth it I wanna cry , I wanna die . I swear im not ok buh im fine is the thing I always said.