Blue days

Blue days are more frequent than sun rays Waking up feels like a chore now Same routine for different days These days I feel like I'm drifting away For how long will it be this way? I don't want your help I don't want your pity eyes looking at me I'm getting mad at myself Shuting people out is easier Than telling them that you don't know things turn out the way you don't want to I took a peak on the window The sun is blinding but I feel nothing I need to be alone Find myself somewhere far Away from everybody else