"Blue"

To be in the position where everybody desires, Makes it hard for me to express what's really in my heart. I seek the comfort from those people who I lead, But for my weaknesses to be seen and shared is what I feared. Why do I feel this pathetic? My heart shatters a million pieces over a constructive critique. I seek improvement and character development, And yet I shred tears when things become inconvenient. If this is how emotional I become, Might as well give-up and abandon responsibilities that come, Am I really deserving of such a position? Or is it just my pathetic vision?