blossoms blowed by faith

It's been a year, when I saw the first blooming of a blossom in the plant, which was thought to be cut off, unpredictably it has blossomed for couple of weeks, And created a believe that It could an lifetime blossoming plant but due to nature's call, it lost its blooming ability, I was the one who expected it, and tried revive it at many occasions, but it resulted damage of the plant, and made me take eyes off from it, with a believe that It would regain on some day, as schlors says manifestation brings believe into reality, One day it again bloomed blossom by forgiving damage made by me, A idiotic fellow like me instead of admiring it, wanted to acquire it, and the plant again lost its ability to bloom, seasons passed, months driven, there is no hints of blooming Still this idiotic one awaits for it, as it's the first plant which bloomed for him