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Tonight instead of being happy im crying on my mommas floor. My mental health is supposed to be better right now but im back to my lowest And my baby im still so in love with you and it makes healing so much harder. I've never felt so alone before and I've never felt so stuck in my life, these past 2 weeks have been so hard for me. I've haven't left my bed in days and I have been so unmotivated lately and I've completely lost myself and I dont know how to get myself back to where it was. I still pray to God that it's you and me forever and always I still love you my baby