blinded

look up to the sun it does not affect my eyesight, I stand in the cold it feels like fresh air. I touch the waterfall and it is soothing to my soul. I look in the mirror my skin is like gold. The touch of another human finally made me cry. I've been so dark for many years now I think it's a little weird. To be honest life has been so unfairly uncomfortable and full of tears. Overall I think God for love, being able to express my feelings through someone else besides myself. Although I realize that I'm above that emotion. I can now recognize the notion that I finally drank the potion . I woke up. Stuck between life, and death to be scared to complete the process. My silence is the best objective ever my soul was kidnapped by a powerful entity leaving my body empty.