Blackmail

I don't know what to write I can't really find the light Cause I'm lost again At night, in the rain Maybe up in the space I can't embrace The things I was meant for You destroyed them all and more Yet you pull me closer And I think the pain is over Naïve, you tease as you stab me once again Blood trickling down my body as you smile at your gain I can't feel the pain Cause the blood washed away in the rain I wake up from the dream And it feels like a crime scene Sobbing, screaming, light just a dim Then I remember, it's just the keen Voices raised, panic arose Screaming maze, more than a prose Where do I go? Please, where do I go? Hand me a map to clear down the show But all in vain, I fall with a cry As the pain finally gets to pry Look up to see under the veil Was the face of the void, blackmail From my book "Blood runs Thicker than Water"