black and white

the colors fade into gray I have no more words to say I used to think about you day by day now people ask me if I'm okay I say yes but that's a lie I told them the same line every time I got through the day with the same routine I never make up any new thing he used to ask me if I'm okay you used to check up on me everyday but now I'm not feeling okay now I'm not feeling any type of way of numb and I know it I'm numb but I don't show it I used to call myself a poet of love as grateful as a dove but now I'm thinking what even is love...