BIRTHDAY BLUES...

just as the date draws close... so does all the anxiousness grows winds of doubt and uncertainty blows mind,body and soul all together slows... mishaps, negativity and ill luck everything and life begins to suck praying nonstop about birthday blues if it's been answered, we have no clues no presents,cake or wishing candles.... I'm sad, but the day I did handle it's not gonna be any better, said my gut had little expectations,but it still did hurt I'm fine I know, just a little bothered and hot