Birth of a Monster

I have spent years to make everyone happy, But it all went to vain with no results, In this process, it was I who stayed unhappy, I gave them praises, they gave me insult. Thought before speaking so my words don't hurt, But they spoke every word which stabbed like dagger, I respected them like God with fullest of my heart, But they treated me like a dog and showed only anger. Is it my fault that I treat everyone nicely, Is it my fault that I love to give them respect, Was I made to get used and treated badly, But now Its too much to tolerate or neglect. Now, I will show them what it feels being avoided, I will become the monster which I feared, I have decided.