Bill of health

before My eyes. I drop to the floor. the panic across faces. I can the hear the screams. dear baby I'm sorry I keep having these bad dream's. But it's not my temperature is hot I flip I flop I sweat at the brow my hair feels like a mop. temperature on the move. when will it stop I got the doc running test on my heart and kidney to figure out what I got the CTE scaan found the spot. kind of mad thoughts of my dad I got to piss through a bag. I can't remember what I ate wait a minute it was potatoes and steak with ensure I'm so sure. I'm fighting this fight in the ring of life watch me swing I'm going to kill this thing that's killing me softly doctors bringing me meds and coffee to my bed talking in terms like I'm dead. something wrong with my IV everytime I pee I feel it's killing me dear God is they going take my kidney from me I laugh at the pain just to feel better God is in control of this storm I weather a boost for dessert because I'm lite as feather. i