better you

you've been abanded and back handed molested, relectant, and infested and still left with a heart of gold that gets stronger when tested. A thousand betrayals couldn't make you want to do the same. You've tried and you failed well aquatinted with shame you refuse to be changed and welcomed the inevitable pain. You've tasted what you thought was love, and learned it was only a game. You've cried in the rain untill tears turned to laughter, then walked away after, like none of it matters. You're so used to the cold your teeth never chatter and you relish the challenge when your whole world is shattered your undefeated not because you never lose but because every time you do you choose to become a better version of you