Betrayal in a special form

Despite everything I have been through you know I always put you first I was ready to stand in front of you during the worst So you push aside even if I had a stab wound Guess this was bound to happen You would choose to run away than to stand by my side Even in silence I always heard your cries So you would choose someone else's pain over mine Well that's fine... I always forgave you even if was feeling blue And you didn't even have a clue Now you are wiping someone else's tears while mine are flowing Making sure their smile was glowing What about me now?