Betrayal

Laying in bed, trying to rest my head. Thoughts of you, but this is not new. You haunt my dreams, you aren't what you seem. You love me, but we could never be. Remember that time at your dad's place? Are these memories nothing more than waste? Do the scenes ever creep up? Do you drink from their cup? Laying in bed, trying to rest my head. Thinking about what you said, all the messages I read. You said you loved me, but how can that be? You said you loved me, but I just don't see. Love is more than a four letter word. Love is about feeling heard. Love is raw. Love has no law. Laying in bed, trying to rest my head. How could you do this? How could you fall for that kiss? When you kissed him that night, did you really think I might, might not find out? I've always had doubts. We were supposed to be wed, but that's only what you said. Actions speak louder than words, my pain can not be cured. Laying in bed, trying to rest my head. Laying in bed, trying to rest my head.