Bestie

You know am not one that lets it out so easily,right? Am not one that gets to smile,make a toast and cheer up with those surrounding me. Guess you know this too that am not one who gets too loud and chatty with people . Perhaps it's the attachments that comes with it that I was trying to run away from. Attachments that get to shatter a beating heart into pieces uncountable. Attachments that with time make smiles that you shared get to fade faster than the time you had hoped for when people exist your life. I hope you know this too that am not one who gets so comfortable with people so easily. Even at this,you stood right before me offering me your chest with wide spread arms to give me that comfort and a hug so warm like the winter fire that brings comfort when all is damp. with that warmth that comes with your presence, I become a noisy child again my mood shifting from damp to a cheerful one, my inner being getting to excited feeling so much like something which was long dead has been revived my whole being feeling so much accepted and at a place where it belongs. I just hope that you keep around until the inner me finds comfort from within it or perhaps keep around for eternity .