Bestfriend and You

What's that secret you've been hiding from me? Even if I don't care,it keeps bothering me. I want to know what, Why is it connected to me or somewhat. You've got that eyes looking at me, Has been there a message as you walk pass me? Am I not overthinking things? Or maybe you have love for me that swings. I can't stop thinking about you, Not because I deeply like you. But because I'm afraid,what if all of the mixed thoughts were real? What if you really like me for real? I can't ruin a friendship because of you, But maybe that friendship is ruined before you. I can't make you mine,as my bestfriend thought you'll be hers. But I want you to be mine,but I care of the love of hers. I don't want to be in a situation where I was the one you choose, Because it's okay for me that you'll be the one I loose. I love my bestfriend more than I love you, But maybe if things work out,maybe it will be me and you.