Best Of Me

I guess I really can't complain now can i? cause you swear you're still in love with me. I know it's bound to change in time when you're not too blind to see, That i'm a fuck up, Mr. Do my best to suck up. I can't shake this misery. I guess I'm half insane ain't I? Couldn't blame you if you chose to leave I ain't been myself here have I? Hell, I do my best just tryin to be. Guess I'm a fuck up, Mr. Beg, steal or borrow for a couple bucks Wishin I were anyone else but me. I guess I really can't complain now can i? cause you see the best in everything. But you could dig for days in my mind, just to find there's nothing left of me. Cause I'm a fuck up, a Mr. Cry like hell til the sun's up, til it goes back down on me. You say I'll never change for us, but swear that we're still meant to be. I'd die hungry to restore the trust, that ive been starving for, for weeks. But im too fucked up, a Mr. Try like hell but can't shut up, telling you that I'll get clean. But still you say it's not enough, Cause I say words I don't mean. So then you call my bluff, saying "at least you're sober in my dreams." I know it's fucked up, im Mr. Lie Lie til you've had enough and your forever whispers turn to goodbye screams.