best "boy" friend

We're so close to each other but so far from my reach, i hate to be a bother so I'll just hide here so no one sees me suffer cause i have loved you like my own lover How can i stop? this soulmate string, i need to chop but im excited like a bunny that hops oh how i wish i was the one who you love she is a secret that you kept and i was the one who you asked for help i helped you, cause i was unsure of how i felt but now i realize, your the type of guy I had dreamt. I know, you'll choose her, you told me how precious she was, i envy her you planned on confessing to her who am i to stop you, im just someone's worthless daughter. I don't want us to end i hope i can make amends even in your wedding, i will be there to attend cause you will always be my best boyfriend