Bereavement in a heavy rain

pining for solice, I move forth, towards a finality, that cannot bequeath me with kindness, a darkened heart, appears at my feet, as I look down, it slowly starts to beat, gasping for air, my lungs get tight, my eyes lose focus, it weakens my might, I turn towards you, and notice tears in your eyes, and that is the moment, that my heart truly dies, you may find this odd, and a little strange, the dark heart was fear, and losing you to change, the tears represent loss, and alot of pain, for you were experiencing, bereavement in a heavy rain,