BelongsToAnother

I understand now though I admit I wish I was naive.. I understand now why theres silence and now distance between you and me. I was persistent and the pursuit of you.. my heart recognized your heart and what it felt was genuinlly true. I was waited persuaded by your erotic words I grabbed my interest,my thirst for the pleasure of pleasuring in you. maybe it's me maybe I am insane twisting mind twisted soul grabbing hold of something warm something to adore. I felt good to make you smile to hear you sound happy. I understand now my place and all this I don't sorrow and bitterness I merely expressing what I'm missing and I'm missing you. I close my eyes and I try to picture your life cleaning, the house, washing the clothes making dinner a true winner. have I wronged you... am I the cause of the pain am I the reason you're stress. maybe it's me maybe I'm the devil inviting you seducing you to come and dance with me, even if it's just metaphorically cross the pages we write with our heart cross time across distances we found one another found a way to make conversation happen now I'm afraid I made you afraid. so I understand why you hide away., or at least put walls between us.