believe me...let go!

I lie when I say I don't want you with me. I miss you...I love you so very deeply!! I embraced all your flaws and know your perfection in lies you disguise trying to convince me you'd never deceive me or betray me or leave me. I know how you low-key dislike my beauty I desire in my height and my weight it's my fate. I can't believe how you low-key hate so deep it manifests the entire atmosphere....the cycle you stay in kills me softly and so slowly sending me a inner strength and energy you gave to destroy me. a bittersweet thing that feeling so filthy like a defeated lost in the betrayal and how much in the physical. this to shall pass. it's not for me or meant for me to carry for you. the difference of life has you in my blessings God put in the plan for my life so in faith I send you what you given back to the owner and descendants still living and I call back what belongs to me and my family our bloodlines and family tree every branch i keep in faith this is my belief. I have destiny and purpose that belongs to only me. I set you free I love you still tho. no more taking my energy from the light I have within...no more stealing my star ⭐ or my power. I receive my portion that nobody can take or control.