believe me as write this

Believe me, as I write this the world around me, is such a mess. As I digress shadows abound that I am under duress I seek shelter so I can alleviate this mental distress. should I embrace the sweltering inferno so I can rest? how can I fight this endless pain though I progress I feel depressed wondering what's next in this ever-evolving test I count my blessings with every bee sting believe me as I write this I guess while I'm under duress filled with mental distress I've embraced the pain of the sweltering inferno counted every blessing every bee sting from the pain of being depressed I've found shelter from this never-ending test when shadows abound me I digress believe me as I write this I've counted every blessing like Bee stings in a sweltering inferno even when in distressed even though I'm under duress this ever ending painful duress I've made progress.