Believe

You told me to believe in you. But how can I believe in something? When you can't keep your word. You always show me the side I don't want to see. Now I am tired of building myself. Every day I try to find peace in myself. When I try to build a better me. Putting myself first. You come with, believe me, I choose you. When I see the opposite of me. I am here trying to be the person I was to support to be. It is like a light switch turned off in my heart. That one moment of regard. To show me that you love me. Now I had to believe in myself. Because the words you tell are a lie. Now I am searching for the truth. Hope that one day things will come true. I don't want to feel that I want to run away. You say believe in you. But you don't realize I have to believe in me first. That is when I can believe my feelings for you.