Being you

what do I do, God? I just can't have him gone. He's my baby boy. He's my cat, no one else's. I know I can't afford to take care of him. I mean, I know I can't afford to get him fixed. But I just can't let him go please lord. Don't let me have to lose him. Have to give him up, please. Don't let that happen lord help me please being you.