Being stuck

It begins again and again. The spider webs in my head get built again. Being stuck there, being glued in my head This one thought keeps to pop up in my head It stays there and I can only think about it There is nothing other on my mind Just that thought. Nothing else. I can't even concentrate anymore It eats my life, my good thoughts. The web catches my worth of life. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to choose. Being stuck there and can't change it Can't change the fact that I want to do it Am I addicted? Hell yes I can't change it the thoughts are in my head and won't leave me It gets stronger and stronger Turning from a bee to a lion. I just want to give up Give up fighting And letting the thoughts win.