Being overlooked by people

They say I watched her die I try to explain the say I just lie Nobody wants to hear my side They don't care how much I tried In the depths of cold water Blood of my mother they slaughter Trying to lift her up as she drowns I don't want to wear sorrow crowns The music of the heart not beating Is it death actually completing CPR is just the hugest scam Saved so many people but choose to slam Why God is everything I cry Constant tears never ever dry Now everytime I look at water forsaken A wound,a silent ache,a reminder of what was taken A sharp sword put through my heart Joy,laughter and beauty quickly depart Nothing without her will be the same But when your overlooked you take the blame