being independent

I want some freedom with my money I want to pay for something I want to be independent I do like when boys try to be generous but they don't have to do it all the time I like have a boyfriend I also like letting my mom for things I want has a kid but sometimes I is hard being a adult I don't like it without I own people money I don't like when I have a debt but I do like freedom and I want to pay people back but i don't like getting a loan