BEING A DAUGHTER

Being a daughter is so weird It's like a constant weight on my shoulders making me feel tired My parents and I have this relation of Love and Hate I don't exactly despise them, but I won't choose them as my parents if I could write my own fate I don't understand what was my fault exactly Does a child really deserved to be punished because her hands were too clumsy I always wondered as a child If they hate me so much why didn't they kill me or left me in the wild But now that I am grown I think I understood a part of them they've never shown I realise that I am the unfortunate part of them I am a part of them that's broken and not just bent I understand that I have my Father's anger I think it helps me realise if I am ever in danger I understand the reason behind my Mother's tears It helps me forgive people looking past my tears For a moment my parents are the closest thing to Heaven I hold But some moments are just filled with fear within me thats way too old.