Behind my disguise...

Behind my disguise lies a broken man, a struggling adult almost at his peak I smile in public but when alone my eyes teary, it's scary I've been feelin this way for so long now, it's yearly Behind my disguise lies an empty heart that seeks love, a lonely soul that seeks comfort So many hidden scars, i wish i can be whole again, back to default but i can't and it's not my fault Behind my disguise the scars tell a story I don't share them with anyone, I don't want them to worry I don't need pity I don't want the sorry I might share them later, at my time, but not in a hurry Behind my disguise is the real me not known by them I can't right my wrongs so i write poem