Behind Magazine cover girls

Standing in front of a mirror, one foot on the scale the other following, waiting for a text from my friends asking if they wanted to go eat out so i could refuse, pinching the extra weight on my stomach and pulling it around, staring at the food I can't eat on a diet while eating steamed vegetables and a cup of yoghurt, tell me, does wasting away your time by losing weight you'll gain again worth it, I mean, your stating your wish of being skinny, but why?, as a long as your weight is healthy you have nothing to gain or lose, so instead of wasting your time looking at the tiny waist girls on Magazines that are photo shopped, your ok to eat up that slice of cake to celebrate 18 or so years of society and there BS, and lick the chocolate brownie mix off the bowl, and especially enjoy a family night out at a restaurant, your going to miss all that food one day and wish you ate it instead of wasting yourself in a room sweating your bum off.