Beginner of the Beginning

I want the earth to shater so that tomorrow never comes The time may end and yesterday may never exist The bowl of suffering containing the laughter of every pain may disolve into nothingness You laugh, feel joy and life you indulge The echo of the laughter will swirl backwards Towards the abyss containing the light that is you. You are brave and kind and pure and everything inbetween But you shall become the sacrificial lamb You are the harbour of the sea of pleasure You are the pleauge that cures every disease Your fire build up the monument of pride Ohh beautiful, you are hidious You shall end with the world I command you, run towards the non existence Become the beacon of null Rot everything that is beautiful in the cosmos Use them to nurture the unholy Destroy everything Make sure it is never rebuild And when everything is nothing You too shall dive into anything Containing everything that is me Only then anything, everything and nothing shall meet and bring forward The end of the I and the Creator.