begging

Wow, I'm really begging you not to leave right now. I imagine that if I had the chance to beg my dad not to leave, this is how it would've felt. Tears streaming, Desperately, and viciously. My heart beating. I feel so sad, angry, and empty. Wow, I really am begging you not to leave me. I never thought I'd be willing to get on my knees pleading with someone not to leave. Yet here I am. Begging you.