Begger

Why must I beg and plead for everything in life? why can't I just live happy and get to be my children's mother and a wife? I guess the world doesn't want that for me. only do people bring me down leaving me a sad and hopeless being. I don't understand how family... the ones I love most are the ones who cuts the deepest. this pain is too much to bare yet no one seems to see it. people make me feel so invisible as if I am no longer breathing. sadly I am I have a broke heart that's sadly still beating!