Beg you

Why must my life be such misery? I need life to be better, please. I know I can't do life as others do. But I am trying I am, so I need things to be better. Please, I can't be locked away to a place I don't want. Please, Lord, can't you see my heartbreak. The misery, please God, I need you to do so. To help me please, I beg you.