Before

And just like before  I can see that I'm sure I can change it  Bit by bit   But you know that I won't  If you tell me off, I'll tell you don't My demons come and bargain  They only break me down again   So don't let me fall into the hole  And sell my own soul Don't let it kill me in the end  Or my love won't fully send  I’m bound to bend until I brake  It's not worth it to remake I'm not worth your time  So tell me your lie  I'll believe it as I die slowly  And I've never been holy  But I hope I’ll end somewhere pretty  Not in this boring city I need to be home  without you on the phone  I can't die alone  But I start to groan  As my heart starts to slow  CPR was a no-go